Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Prepare for Battle


Joshua and the Isrealites were finally in. No surprise really. God had promised the land to them. Each tribe was given their portion of land. It was theirs and all they had to do was drive out the inhabitants to claim the land as their own.

But there were problems

"But the tribe of Judah could not drive our the Jebusites, who lived in the city of Jerusalem, so the Jebusites live there among the people of Judah to this day." Joshua 15:63

Some tribes asked for a bigger spot because the inhabitants were taking up so much space.

"The descendants of Joseph came to Joshua and asked, "Why have you given us only one portion of land when the Lord has given us so many people?"…They said, "The hill country is not enough for us, and the Canaanites in the lowlands around Beth-shan and the valley of Jezreel have iron chariots-they are too strong for us." (Joshua 17:14-16)

Joshua agreed to give them the forest areas to clear out, which pacified them, but in the end they didn't clear that out either. (Judges 1:27)

So many Isrealites chose to live out their days co-mingling with the people they were supposed to run out. Although they would have been victorious by God's promise, they simply thought it was too hard, or too much work. And the book of Judges records lots of problems later on because of this co-habitation.

This makes me think of myself, my friends, my family, my church, and all believers. It makes me wonder.

How many of us are living with the enemy simply because it's "too hard" to drive them out?

No, we don't have Jebusites in our neighborhoods, but we defiantly have hurts that we refuse to forgive, addictions that we haven't kicked, weight that needs to be shed, debt that has to be paid, sin that we put off confessing, relationships that should to be healed, and apologies that need to be made.

Sure we walk around quoting Phillipians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" but yet we don't even attempt the hard stuff. Or when we attempt it once, and get defeated by the iron chariots, sigh, and throw our hands up saying, "Well I tried, but they were too strong for me."

We continue to settle for less than what God has promised us. Even though we have the promise of victory, we continue to live with the sin in our lives because it's too hard to conquer it.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Christmas


Well, Christmas has come and gone. I was recovering from the flu but still ate like a champ and had a good time with my family. I fell asleep on Christmas Eve wondering where I'll be next year.
I sometimes long to have a little kiddie at Christmas to experience Christmas through their eyes again. However this year, I got to experience Christmas morning with Gabby, my mom's 3 year old dog. She's more entertaining than any kid. She was so excited to open presents and just played and played. Then she gathered all of her toys together in a pile and slept in the middle of them. Later she longed for desert, but, that was just for people.

Another interesting twist was the double sweater present. I'd bought my step dad a great sweater the day after Thanksgiving. I knew he'd love it! I couldn't wait to give it to him. On Christmas morning he opened it... and then just looked confused. I couldn't understand why he wasn't excited. Then he reached down and opened another present,- the same sweater. He'd found it at the mall a few days before and bought it for himself! Well, at least I know he likes it!

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Praise the Lord


"The voice of the LORD will shatter Assyria; with his scepter he will strike them down. Every stroke the LORD lays on them with his punishing rod will be to the music of tambourines and harps, as he fights them in battle with the blows of his arm." Isaiah 30:31-32 NKJV

"After consulting the people, Jehoshaphat appointed men to sing to the LORD and to praise him for the splendor of his holiness as they went out at the head of the army, saying: "Give thanks to the LORD, for his love endures forever." As they began to sing and praise, the LORD set ambushes against the men of Ammon and Moab and Mount Seir who were invading Judah, and they were defeated." 2 Chronicles 20: 21-22

"You have taught children and nursing infants to give you praise. They silence your enemies who were seeking revenge" Psalm 8:2

"I will sing praises to your name, O Most High. My enemies turn away in retreat; They are overthrown and destroyed before you" Psalm 9:2

Verse after verse I'm hearing lately has to do with Praising God. Okay, Okay I get it. There's something in here I really need to get hold of. Through all of the devotionals I've read lately, there is a thread. Our praising God does 2 things here in the natural. It stops the enemy in his tracks and brings about mighty moves of God on our behalf.

And on reflecting on these verses I think I see a case in my own life where this applies, even though I didn't know I was applying this principal.

As many of you know my dad was diagnosed with lung cancer in 1990. Well a couple of summers ago, I went home to visit and returned to North Carolina. While nothing unusual or concerning happened during my visit, a few weeks after my return, I got a very unsettling feeling that I would loose my dad. I remember standing in my kitchen and crying, telling Jennifer, "I don't know why, but I feel like my dad is going to die." The weeks passed on and nothing ever happened, but occasionally that feeling would pop into my head and haunt me.
Then December came and I got the phone call. My brother called and said our dad's cancer had come out of remission and he'd been hiding it from me for a while because he didn't want me to worry.
I sat there numb.
This was it.
This is what the feeling had been all about.
And as strange as it felt at the time, all I felt like doing was praising God. So I did. It was the only thing that felt right, normal, good.
After a while I emailed my small group and pastor with this:

....But this is what I'd ask of you: First: PRAISE GOD!!! My mind tells me praising God at a time like this seems strange, yet my spirit has been singing all morning. I've been playing my cds all and I can't seem to get enough. So please join me in praising our father with all of your sincerity and all of your heart. He is a loving, powerful, awesome God who has placed me in a difficult situation yet not abandoned me. I feel his presence and strength today. And while I'm afraid of the outcome of my dad's battle I know that god's plan is so much bigger than me, my dad, or our family. Thank you Father, and Thank you Jesus.

I'm sure there were lots of people everywhere praying. I tried to get people praisin'.

Of course that was 2 years ago and my dad is still going stong. When the average lung cancer patient dies within 4 months of their diagnosis, my dad is aproaching his 17 year anniversary.
Could I have "heard wrong" that summer? It wouldn't be the first time.
Could Satan have been lying to me. Sure, he's good at that.
But maybe, just maybe, something in the spiritual realm was effected and changed that day when lots and lots of people stoped "asking" and starting celebrating who God is.

Get yo' praise on .

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Don't have Time for Friends?

okay maybe you don't have 30 minutes to sit down and watch a 30 minute episode, let alone 10 seasons. I know we're all busy people
So here:

http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=e2e02ad6d9d1646cfa12ec8f270ae1ad.1293548&cache=1


This is a 90 second video of the entire series!!

Christmas Bells are Ringing


I've been volunteering as a Salvation Army bell ringer this year. It's been quite an unexpected blessing. It's nice to see how people will go out of their way to give a bit of money. Thursday night was rainy, but people would still stop and dig through their purse or pocket to find some change or a small bill. They wanted to do it, it was important to them.
You know somedays I think everyone is a big stingy scrooge. But this has helped me see that people still go out of their way to help others. :0)

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Everything?!!!!!!

I wrote this to my prayer/financial partners in Feb, and felt it on my heart again recently:



I saw this as I was looking up a scripture and God told me "this is for your partners." It comes from
1 Samuel 30. King David and his men return home to find that Amalekites have raided their home carrying off their wives, their children, and all their stuff! Yikes! So what does he do?
First, he gets the green light from God. Then he takes some of his men, and goes to the Amalekite encampment. He finds them partying and having a good time.
"…Eating, drinking, dancing with joy because of the vast amount of plunder they had taken from the Philistines and the land of Judah. David and his men rushed in among them and slaughtered them throughout the night…David got back everything the Amalekites had taken... Nothing was missing: small or great, son or daughter, nor anything else that had been taken. David brought back everything. His troops rounded up all the flocks and herds and drove them ahead…" (vs.16-20)
Well David and his men return home where some men had been staying behind to guard the home front. Well some of the selfish soldiers don't want to share the rewards.
(vs.22-25) "…But some of the troublemakers among David's men said, 'They didn't go with us, so they can't have any of the plunder. Give them their wives and children, and tell them to be gone.' But David said, 'No, my brothers! Don't be selfish with what the LORD has given us. He has kept us safe and helped us defeat the enemy. …We share and share alike- those who go to battle and those who guard the equipment.' From then on David made this a law for all of Israel, and it is still followed." [All emphasis mine]
Do you see what I saw in these verses? The enemy had raided them. But God gave them permission and empowered them to go and take back what the enemy had stolen. He sent them. And nothing was left unaccounted for. Every child, every wife, every sheep, every George-Forman grill, every cell phone, - everything!!!!!! God kept his eye on every person and every thing stolen by the enemy. He knew where each thing was- and he sent David and his men to get it back!!!
But David didn't just need his soldiers. He left some of the men home to take care of business there and hold down the fort. And they were rewarded just as lavishly as those who did the footwork. They were not forgotten because David realized the value of the job they'd done back home. I mean you can't really make much progress getting your stuff back if another enemy comes and steals your remaining stuff back home. Am I right? So those men back home were just as important and served a crucial role.
This is totally a story of all of you and me together as a group? Do you see that?
Who am I? I'm David and the soldiers, being empowered and sent into Africa to reclaim what the enemy has stolen: The children's hope, their joy, their hearts. He has no right to them, and I'm going to TAKE THEM BACK!!!
Who are you? You are the men back home, making it possible. You allow me to go and do the footwork when you hold down the fort with prayer and support. When I know I' m protected, I can go boldly, confidently.
But which group of us will be rewarded for our efforts? We both will; those who go and those who work behind the scenes. David made that law thousands of years ago, and it is still followed! Hallelujah!!!!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

I am a Christian

I AM A CHRISTIAN
By Maya Angelou
>
> When I say... "I am a Christian"
> I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin."
> I'm whispering "I was lost,"
> Now I'm found and forgiven.
>
> When I say..."I am a Christian"
> I don't speak of this with pride.
> I'm confessing that I stumble
> and need CHRIST to be my guide.
>
> When I say... "I am a Christian"
> I'm not trying to be strong.
> I'm professing that I'm weak
> and need HIS strength to carry on.
>
> When I say... "I am a Christian"
> I'm not bragging of success.
> I'm admitting I have failed
> and need God to clean my mess.
>
> When I say... "I am a Christian"
> I'm not claiming to be perfect,
> My flaws are far too visible
> but, God believes I am worth it.
>
> When I say... "I am a Christian"
> I stil! l feel the sting of pain,
> I have my share of heartaches
> So I call upon His name.
>
> When I say... "I am a Christian"
> I'm not holier than thou,
> I'm just a simple sinner
> who received God's good grace, someho

Sunday, October 22, 2006

If you knew me when...




"…And the Father who knows all hearts…causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. For God knew his people in advance, and he chose them to become like his Son…" Rom 8:28-29

Maya Angelou is a very interesting woman. She's a celebrated author and poet, earning many awards and recognitions. She worked for Martin Luther King Jr during the civil rights movement, was a freedom fighter in Ghana, traveled the world in theatre, and currently is a professor here in North Carolina.
Oprah hails her…
President Clinton invited her to speak at his inauguration…
The list goes on and on.
So reading the first installments of her autobiographies was quiet a surprise.
She and her brother were raised by their grandmother, because neither parent really wanted to be bothered by the hassle of children.
When she was 7 she was raped and after she told her family, the man's body was found beaten to death. She felt it was because she'd told the truth that this man was murdered, and chose not to speak for a year.
At 16 she became an unwed mother. To support herself she did any job possible- including dancing in bars, prostitution and becoming a madam.
Knowing where this woman is now in her life, it surprised me to find out her life began so humbly
I wonder how others saw her then. Did they have any idea who she would be in 2006? Looking at her in the 1940's and 1950's did they have any idea what lay before her? Or did they simply see the dancer? The cast away child? The whore? The teenage mother?
I think about my own pastor. At 36, he's recently finished his PHD. He's started a growing thriving church from scratch. He has a loving wife and 5 beautiful children. But what did people think of him 20 years ago when he was in jail? When he was selling drugs? When he was smoking crack? When people looked at him did they have any idea who he would become? Or did they simply count him as lost?
It's easy in the here and now to see a snapshot of time of a person's life and think that is all they will ever be. They have nothing to offer the Kingdom.
People thought Jeremiah was crazy.
Hosea was a fool with a cheating wife.
Saul was a persecutor of Christians.
Jesus was disregarded because he was from Nazareth
Oh, if the people could only see who they were to the kingdom.

When we see the crack addict on Franklin street, whom are we really seeing?
When we see the teenage mother in Siler City, whom are we really seeing?
When we see the orphaned child in Swaziland, whom are we really seeing?
When we see the demonically oppressed woman in Brazil, whom are we really seeing?


If we only knew what lie ahead in their lives, would we treat them differently? With more love? With more compassion? With more understanding? With more grace?

More importantly, if we knew what lie ahead in our own lives would we treat ourselves differently? With more love? With more compassion? With more understanding? With more grace?

Sunday, October 15, 2006

...and you're only human too.


I've been re-reading parts of 1 Kings today. I believe the Lord showed me something interesting in chapter 19.
Elijah is coming off of a marathon of God's power.
There was the showdown with all of the prophets of Baal. God rains down fire and consumes Elijah's offering.
Power.
Elijah orders the prophets to be killed and not one escapes his death.
Power.
He prays for the drought to end, and the rains pour.
Power.
He's given the strength to run ahead of Ahab's chariot the six miles to Jazreel.
Power.
But once in Jazreel, he begins to feel he's the only one left doing god's will, and Jezebel's threats cause him to flee. God meets him in the wilderness and orders him to Mt. Sinai.
There in the cave, Elijah meets with God again.
I wonder how Elijah heard God's voice. Coming off of a stretch of God's righteous anger and destruction of the wicked, I can't help but think Elijah would hear God with a authoritative, voice of disappointment because of his fear of one woman.
I wonder if he heard God scolding him:

But the LORD said to him, "What are you doing here, Elijah?" (vs.9)

And in his exhaustion and mental state of despair, he'd answer:
"I have zealously served the LORD God Almighty. But the people of Israel have broken their covenant with you, torn down your altars, and killed every one of your prophets. I alone am left, and now they are trying to kill me, too." (vs.10)

He'd feel as if the whole world has gone astray and he's the only one left fighting the war of a million foot soldiers.

He'd hear God's curt reply, "Go out and stand before me on the mountain," (vs11)
Elijah is obedient.
And there, God unleashes the power that Elijah expects.


And as Elijah stood there, the LORD passed by, and a mighty windstorm hit the mountain. It was such a terrible blast that the rocks were torn loose,

POWER!

but the LORD was not in the wind. (Vs11)

After the wind there was an earthquake,

POWER!!

but the LORD was not in the earthquake. (Vs12)

And after the earthquake there was a fire,

POWER!!!!

but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire there was the sound of a gentle whisper… (Vs13)

I'm sure standing in the mist of the windstorm, the fire, the earthquake; Elijah felt he was going to experience the wrath of God. And yet God was not found in the windstorm, the fire, or the earthquake. He was found in the tenderness of a whisper.

When Elijah heard it, he humbly wrapped his face in his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave, and he heard God's voice again. Although it's the same question, I imagine he heard it with a new gentleness he hadn't expected.

And a voice said, "What are you doing here, Elijah?" (Vs13)

Perhaps a lone tear stained his cheek. With a contrite heart this time, in meekness and humility he would answer:

"I have zealously served the LORD God Almighty. But the people of Israel have broken their covenant with you, torn down your altars, and killed every one of your prophets. I alone am left, and now they are trying to kill me, too." (Vs14)

Then the LORD told him, "Go back the way you came, and travel to the wilderness of Damascus. When you arrive there, anoint Hazael to be king of Aram. Then anoint Jehu son of Nimshi to be king of Israel, and anoint Elisha son of Shaphat from Abel-meholah to replace you as my prophet. Anyone who escapes from Hazael will be killed by Jehu, and those who escape Jehu will be killed by Elisha! Yet I will preserve seven thousand others in Israel who have never bowed to Baal or kissed him!

And in that statement God showed him he was not alone. He had thousands of others who were true to God's word, and hope was not lost. In addition, He was appointing others to continue the work Elijah was doing, (Elisha and Jehu) and could even use the work of the enemy (Hazael) to bring about his purpose.


I feel some of y'all need to hear this. Serving so passionately as you do has left a mark of exhaustion. You're feeling isolated, with a heavy burden, as if all of the responsibility of life and is lying on your shoulders. But you almost feel ashamed to approach God with this heavy burden- afraid he will scold you for not having enough faith in His power.
He is tender and merciful. He will remind you of that side of Himself. He will open your eyes to see the "seven thousand others is Israel who have never bowed to Baal" He will show you your Elisha, your Jehu, even your Hazael.

Peace of Christ be with you,
Christy Elaine

I'm only human


Ex 17:
8 Then Amalek came and fought against Israel at Rephidim. 9 So Moses said to Joshua, "Choose men for us and go out, fight against Amalek. Tomorrow I will station myself on the top of the hill with the staff of God in my hand." 10 Joshua did as Moses told him, and fought against Amalek; and Moses, Aaron, and Hur went up to the top of the hill. 11 So it came about when Moses held his hand up, that Israel prevailed, and when he let his hand down, Amalek prevailed. 12 But Moses' hands were heavy. Then they took a stone and put it under him, and he sat on it; and Aaron and Hur supported his hands, one on one side and one on the other. Thus his hands were steady until the sun set. 13 So Joshua overwhelmed Amalek and his people with the edge of the sword.

I love this passage. I truely shows the human side of Moses, and how the body of Christ should function together.
I guess so often we look at Moses and see some Holy man of God. And rightfully so. He saw God pass by, he recorded the 10 commandments, he made the Red sea part. Those are very cool things that I'm sure I'll never experience.
And sometimes we hear a sermon about how he'd been a murderer "back then" but then he's changed and was a holy man, "god- can- use- you- too-even- if- you're- flawed.blah blah blah."
But this story happened in the mist of all his Holyness.
He was truely human. You think he'd have some super-human strength that would let him keep his arms up forever, - but no. He got weak just like the rest of us would. so what happened? In his weakness his two friends literally held his arms up so God glory could be done. That is awesome! And it's so encouraging to know that when I'm weak I don't have to do it all on my own.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

So what's with the mouse?

If you have children you are probably familiar with the Laura Numeroff books, If you give a Mouse a Cookie, or at least it's cousins, If You Take a Mouse to School, If you Take a Mouse to the Movies, If you Give a Moose a Muffin, If you Give a Pig a Pancake, or If You Give a Pig a Party. In each story you give the main character one thing and then they want another until it's a big ta-do and at the end of the story they want the first thing again, creating fits of giggles from any first grader who realizes the whole fiasco will start again. Tee- hee Tee-hee.
Well Adison Schmitt, a 3 year old at my church gave me this little mouse and cookie doll to take to Brazil and give to a little girl. she wanted me to take her picture so I could bring it back to the states and she could pray for her. (Of course her partents told me all of this. She was too shy and simply gave me the doll saying "Mouse and cookie"
So I did as I was told but took a lot of pitures of mouse along the way so I could create my own grown up version of the books.

If you Give a mouse to Christy...

If you give a mouse to Christy, he'll want to go to Brazil with her. He's heard she likes to travel around the world, and since he's only been to the movies and to school, he'd like to give South America a try.
















When she agrees to take him, he'll want to help her pack. He'll remind her that even though Delta airlines will give you a plastic knife with dinner that is so sharp you could amputate your finger, shampoo and lip balm are considered terrorist threats and can't be in your carry on.


















After packing, Mouse will realize he needs a passport and a visa. Christy will remind him that mice don't need passports, and are in fact encouraged to leave the country. But he'll want his own anyway.He'll make one with a digital picture and construction paper. He'll even make his own visa so he won't have to pay $115 for an official to stamp it. Mouse says $115 for a stamp is a load of crap. Christy agrees.













Once the passport is in order, Mouse will travel with Christy to Atlanta but watch out! Other travelers might think his cookie is up for grabs!


















Heidi will have to rescue Mouse and keep him company on the way to Brazil. But after several hours, Mouse might become cranky. Mouse will wonder why he paid so much money for a flight that shows Mission Impossible 3 and some lame Robin Williams in an RV movie at 4 in the morning.















Once they land in Brazil, mouse will help all 21 people gather their luggage.


















After that ordeal, mouse will think he needs a drink. But the only thing on the beach to drink is coconut milk. Mouse will think that it's kinda bland and needs rum and pineapple juice,- but he knows that would be hard to get through that tiny hole.




















So he will settle for ice cream instead. Mouse knows Brazil has amazing ice cream. All of the flavors are in Portugese so Mouse won't be able to read them. And although Mouse knows there is cheese flavored ice cream, Wes won't get any. He will only feed him normal ice cream.
















After ice cream mouse will want to go to sleep, but in the morning He will want to take a tour of Neteroi. And when he does he will meet Maria. He will love Maria so much that Mouse will decide he wants to stay forever and teach her about Jesus. He'll tell Christy goodbye and let her return to America alone.

I live to serve!






While in Brazil we spent a lot of afternoons working. My favorite project was the day we went into the hills to pass out clothing. the truck drove ahead as we walked up and down seemingly endless hills. and when we stopped, the locals began pouring out from nowhere. They'd all like up and we'd attempt to fit them with clothes before leaving for the next stop. Some were wise to us and would simply follow us to the next location to get more clothes. :0) But it was a wonderfully satisfying task. I could see immediate results of who I was helping.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Just because...


I like this picture of me and Jennifer.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

In a nut shell

Okay, in a huge nutshell... Adam Green, who was new to me on the Brazil trip wrote this up and posted it on rick's blog (www.latterain.com) It kinda sums up the trip's activites, and some things He experienced. It's long, so pace yourself. you might want to get a snack around paragraph 12. :0)


ADAM JUST RETURNED FROM A BRAZIL MISSION TRIP
Filed under: Rick's Thoughts — Rick @ 10:52 am
My wife, Gina, and I just returned from an amazing mission trip to Brazil, and I want to try to capture it for you while things are still fresh in my mind. I know already that it will be difficult to put it all into words; it will be out of context and may even sound weird, but here’s a stab at it. As you read, you must remember that all things on this trip were SOAKED in prayer. Sometimes the team prayed for an hour or more before embarking on an activity….
There were 21 of us in the group that flew down to Rio de Janeiro from the United States. Most were in their 20’s and 30’s. This was a very “hungry for God” type of group. Each morning began with 30 minutes of praise and worship sung with guitar accompaniment in what I called “the Upper Room.” This was the room where we ate, worshiped, prayed, studied, laughed, and cried together.
The room is on the 3rd floor of the mission, with one open-air wall looking out over the valley below and across to the next hill (which was covered with poverty: one-room shacks, dogs and kids running excitedly, horses walking around, fires burning every few days, crowing of roosters, and fireworks going off randomly).
Worship each day was usually followed by a one-hour teaching of Romans by Rick Bonfim, followed by a one-hour or more teaching of Galatians or other books of the Bible by Betty Mckinney.
When time allowed, we prayed for an hour (all out loud, all at once, as a group in the upper room). Does this sound familiar from a certain chapter of Acts? Let me tell you something: there was much prayer which occurred during these times, many revelations through scripture, and other amazing movements of the Holy Spirit as He ministered to us in that place. This intense time of worship, study and prayer took us to lunchtime.
Afternoons varied greatly. Some were spent walking the poverty-ridden hills around the mission, handing out a truckload (literally a truckload) of clothes to the poor, handing out toothbrushes and toothpaste, or hugging, greeting, and simply being around the locals. Some of the areas we visited were gut-wrenchingly poor, and all were walking distance from the mission. We went through one area with a stream flowing through it which was gray with raw sewage. We saw plenty of one-room houses with families of five or more living in them, with bed sheets serving as dividing walls.
Our job was to bless them with provision and love. A few afternoons were spent forming a human assembly line, passing truckloads (literally truckloads) of concrete blocks and bricks to the top of a small mountain only accessible by dirt footpaths. The materials which we moved up the mountain are being used in the construction and protection of a radio tower, which is funded 100% by the mission (no government aid). The tower will be used by the mission’s FM radio station to send the gospel through a nearby valley which has 500,000 people. This is one of Rick’s current visions, and the Lord is blessing it.
That brings us to the evening time. We showered and got dressed up for church services each night. We all piled onto the mission bus (which, praise God, has an air conditioner and is very nice) and went to a different church every night. These churches were normally one or two hours’ drive away from the mission. Sizes of the church membership ranged from 75 to 1,200
At some point in each service, our group would sing several songs with guitars and drums. Some of the guys in our group played these instruments very well, so it all worked out great. We never really practiced, and we never knew which songs we would sing until we started. It didn’t matter how we sounded or even whether they could understand our English words, as everyone was just loud, clapping and dancing and yelling to God. Brazilians and Americans alike were praising our one awesome God!
Each night the Holy Spirit guided the service, and every night was different. Sometimes we sang in the beginning, sometimes in the middle, sometimes at the end. Rick Bonfim usually sang some of his recorded songs, had Pastor Garry Livermon preach while he translated into Portuguese, and then Rick would preach.
Rick does not go to a church with a prescribed message or an order of service in mind. He is constantly listening to the voice of God regarding the needs of that church, and then directing the Americans according to what he hears from the Lord for that night. When the Holy Spirit began to bring conviction, immediately Rick would give a call for salvation, and anywhere from 5 to 50 people would come forward for salvation.
Sometimes God would show Rick the need for deliverance and he would speak about being delivered from certain strongholds and then make a call for prayer. We would see as many as 100 or more come forward on some nights for this. It was never the same, or in the same order. Our entire group was the prayer team and we would lay hands on them and pray for them with all of our might. It was powerful stuff.
One night we were totally exhausted. The schedule gets to be grueling, and most of the services last three hours, not counting the travel time. After having hauled a few tons of bricks up the hill that afternoon, we were silently pleading, “Give us strength, God!” We had been singing for a long time, waiting to see a breakthrough in this church.
Finally during the last five minutes of the service, the local pastor was pressuring Rick to finish the service on time. The essential word from the Holy Spirit came through to Rick and he made a call for a specific area of need. The breakthrough came, and with the rush on the altar, the service lasted another half hour, to the joy of all, including the local pastor who had been ready to quit at 9:30 p.m.
So much happened each night that I can’t keep it all straight. We usually got home between 11:00 p.m. and midnight. Some nights we prayed as a group before leaving the mission for the church services; sometimes we prayed as a group, out loud and all at once, for an hour on the bus on the way to the church.
There were no patterns, no formulas - just exalt the Lord and wait for Him to show up and guide the service! Rick uses three code words which help to direct the groups in church services. When he said “Coca Cola,” we would all leave our seats, hurry to the altar, and be ready to pray for all of those coming forward. When he said “Dr. Pepper,” we would form ourselves into a tunnel, two people facing one another in a line.
The people wanting prayer would walk through this “human prayer tunnel” and we would lay hands on them and pray as they passed through. It was amazingly powerful. We would often see over 100 people come through the tunnel: children, adults, old, young, rich, poor, black, and white. You could feel the power of God when people started through and tears would stream down their faces. The code word “Pepsi” meant “Get on the bus; it’s finally time to go home!”
One night Rick was led to share from Luke 15, about the prodigal son. He found out later that it made a great impact on the father of the pastor of that church. The father was not a Christian but had come to his son’s church for some reason, perhaps just to see “the Americans.” At age 62, the father of the pastor was saved that night, and he and his son were joined together in loving Jesus. What a celebration for that church!!
I’m telling you, it got so loud in the churches after the ministry times that you could yell and not even hear yourself. There were many awesome things that happened in the services. Many people were saved and many were healed or set free from burdensome problems. Every night the worship got crazier and crazier for the Lord, and our team got bolder and bolder, and by the end it was just a dancing party in church before the Lord.
One morning in the “upper room” I was on my knees praying with my hands held out in front of me. Rick was praying for me, and a feeling like when your hands fall asleep came over my arms and hands. The feeling got stronger, and stronger. Both arms and hands began to feel like electrical current was on them, and they began vibrating like crazy.
As my fingers began to pull together, I could not hold them apart. I raised my hands above my head and the feeling immediately stopped. I lowered them again in front of me and the surge immediately started again. This happened several times. It lasted for about 10 minutes, and was an awesome feeling that I didn’t want to go away. [Note: Adam was receiving deep spiritual healing during this time].
I know, this all sounds somewhat odd, but everything we experienced was bathed in prayer, based upon solid biblical foundations, and done in the name of Jesus Christ and by His blood. It was all good. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit were glorified in it all. God was showing up in unusual, powerful and special ways. This is just my story, my observations as a first-time participant in a Brazil mission trip; there are 21 other stories that are just as awesome and powerful.
Adam Green
Aurora, Colorado

Friday, August 25, 2006

Eat, Drink and be merry!






Okay, we did do more that eat and drink in Brazil , but the pictures don't really show it. They had amazing ice cream that you paid for by weight, you just help yourself to as much as you want. I didn't' recognize many flavors because they were all in Portuguese. However, I did read "rum". yum. I also knew the word "cheese" so I avoided that one. Wes is feeding some to mouse here.
On our tour of the area of the mission, we walked up and down hills forever! Then we came to a bar. Yes, a random bar in the middle of nowhere. Well the group shared bottles of Gurana (like ginger ale). One evening we went to a Brazilian steak house where we ate to our heart's delight! They simply come and give you meats that have been roasted. And you can eat as much as you'd like. I only ate tiny bites of each so I could try most of them, and they were delicious. I had fillet mignon, ostrich, iguana, chicken, pork, wild boar, and some kinda Brazilian animal that has the body of a deer, but the face of a rat. Ewww. But it tasted good anyway. What ever Jennifer was eating in this picture must have been good too. And of course we began/ ended everything in our day with amazing Brazilian coffee. I brought 20 bags home with me. No I'm serious. The security officer at the air port laughed at me.

Monday, August 21, 2006

Sand and the Rock



One night, while in Brazil, Gary Livermon, father to my friends Adam and Brad, preached a sermon about the parable of the sand and the rock. He made an interesting point. He noted that each the men who build their houses had good intentions. Both loved their families. Both put a lot of blood sweat and tears into their houses. But only one had fruitful remains after the storms blew through. It was because of the material it was based upon. When the storms blow through our lives,- the pink slip, the affair, the test results coming back positive,- where is our foundation?

I kept these ideas in my head as I went through out the week in Brazil. And I took special notice of circumstances around me. See, most of the time when I read this parable I think of sand, and a little rock. And I always think, "I'm a christian, I'm upon the rock." But do I always act like it?

This week, I thought of it in a different way. We went to visit a place called Sugar Loaf. It's really just a huge rock jutting out of the coast line. They've built a cable car system to carry you up to the top. The view is breath taking, you can see for miles and miles. But the thing that stood out the most was that I was standing on a giant rock. I mean it was huge! 100 storms wouldn't even make a dent in this thing. The Brazilians are so confident of this fact, they built a gift shop on top and charge people a lot of money for post cards and Sugar Loaf underwear.

However a few days later, we took a trip to the beach. Again, breathtaking, but this time, as I stood at the shore line, I observed the fickleness of sand. At first it seems firm and comforting, but with the first wave, the sand from beneath my feet was gone. I had to find a new spot, or risk sinking lower and lower. When I did finally decide to stand still, not only was the sand beneath me swept away, but the next wave pushed sand upon the top of my feet, burrying them. It was constant striving just to stay on level ground.

So I've been reflecting upon these two idea in light of my fund raising to return to Swaziland. To say it's overwhelming at times would be an understatement. But I realized that while I claim that my faith in my return is built upon a rock (which it is) I act like it's on shifting sand. One little storm and I get all in a tizzy, striving striving, trying just to stay in one spot. I don't think God wants me to be that way. He wants me to understand that I am on a rock in His promise. I can stand in His will, as if it were Sugar Loaf,- stable, strong, and able to withstand 100 storms.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

The church of the Lion part 2

READ ME SECOND!!!!

While I was in Brazil I re-read some of my journal entries from the previous year. About a year ago , while driving in my car, God spoke to me saying, "You can't seperate my love from my power, because they are the same thing." I didn't quiet get it. I ran it by a few friends who totally got it, but as they tried to explain it to me, I still couldn't get it. So I put it on the shelf for a while.
Anyway, this past week I think I got a glimpse of what it means. The church of the Lion as I've already written is so full of sincere, tangible love. And with it came unbridled power!
The holy spirit ruled that church, His Glory fell, and I witnessed things I never could have imagined.

Several of our team members were "slain in the spirit"

A friend stood at the alter and the pastor grabbed his forhead, blew into his mouth and my friend let out a roar!! He said, "Christy, it was a sound that I never could have produced in the natural."

I saw a woman worshiping, while holding the hand of another girl, maybe her friend or sister. Over a period of several minutes I noticed a change in her. Her gentle sway began more intense, then a bounce, then her arms came out to her side and began to rise up and down so gracefully. Suddenly, her friend fell out, and she began to move with more fervor. She no longer looked like a person dancing. I thought to myself, "It looks just like a bird flying!" With that, she opened her mouth and let out 3 ear spliting eagle calls.

One friend had a woman blow on her and she fell to her knees. The woman blew a second time and she fell out. When she got up again, she was weeping, and didn't stop for hours. This wouldn't seem like a big deal to most of us, but this friend had confided in me that she used to be abused for crying as a child. So she no longer cried. She told me that night, "I've been praying for a year that God would let me feel again. That He'd help me cry" She asked me later, "Do you remember in that Narnia movie, when everyone was turned to stone? And the Lion blew on them and they came to life again?" I hadn't remembered that scene but thought it was significant that she did. The Lion of Judah has begun to restore her.

Once on the bus again, the team becan to share stories of what they had experienced. Again and Again and Again, it was the power of God to convict hearts, heal wounds, set the captives free, and restore.
I'm starting to see what He means about His love and his power being the same thing.

The church of the Lion

Oh how do I even put words on a blog to describe the Church of the Lion?
Loving
Passionate
Unbridled
Free
Blessed
After leaving, I thought to myself, "I want to give them something. I want to bless them" But with what? How could I ever bless them? I have nothing they want. I have nothing they need. The bible says, "Blessed are the poor..." They truly are a people who are blessed by God. And I could never compete with that.
We'd heard rumor and whispers throughout the week from Betty and Will that this church was off the hook. "You'll love it. It's amazing" On Friday, Betty told us, "We've saved the best for last."
Upon arriving I noticed nothing but love pouring out of the people. They have such a love for God, that they can't help but love people. It felt like walking into a family reunion where everyone is so excited to see you. The teenagers were relaxed and excited to be there, and they looked after toddlers who wandered around the church and everyone looked out for one another. Even when things got wild, they looked out for one another to make sure no one hurt themselves or others on accident.
Full of Love Full of Grace.
They seemed to understand the connectedness of her universal church and were sensitive to our needs. The pastor spoke a little English and would translate a few lines of the songs so we would understand what we were singing, and the worship dancers had capes of several world flags incorporated in their costumes.
I'd gone expecting to serve them, minister to them, pray for them, like at all of the other churches we'd visited. But we got just the opposite.
First we were gathered to the front, so the children could pray for us. I thought to myself, "oh isn't that sweet? The kids are gonna pray for us, how cute." but there was nothing "cute" about it. These children have been raised in a community operating in the love and power of God. A little girl hugged me and began to pray in my ear in Portuguese. I have no idea what she was saying, my spirit did! I broke down and started sobbing right there on the spot. And the only thing the Holy Spirit spoke to me was "Submit to God" What ever she was praying was right on!!! Then I prayed for a little boy about 7 year old and god showed me he was a pastor to his little friends. He led them and taught them about the bible, and when he grew up he'd be a pastor of adults. I tried to tell him this in my best/worst Portuguese
"Tu un pastor" and he just smile and agreed nonchalantly, as if you say, "yeah I know". This was no surprise to him, he already knew his calling. What would it feel like to know and be walking in your calling at age 7? I know 30, 40, 50 year olds still trying to figure it out. And one itty bitty girl was carrying her bible back and forth in front of the stage "preaching". She couldn't be more than 3 but know what ever it was she was preaching, was in the bible. I was absolutely amazed at the spiritual maturity of these kids. I've only met a few other kids like this and they were missionary children in Swaziland. But this was an entire church of them!!! The thing is, I don't know why I was surprised. I guess kids should be more spiritual than I expect. After all they haven't had 20+ years for the world to mess them up. They are simple, full of faith, pure, innocent. Isn't that why Jesus says we should become like children? I want to become like these children.

Where in the world is Carmen Sandiego?


Can you see her? It was risky for me to photograph her, so I did it from a distance. Remember Rio was one of her hideouts? Well this was in the Atlanta airport and she boarded the plane with us, disguised as a stewardess. I almost made a citizen's arrest.

Friday, August 04, 2006

A vision for Brazil


Heidi sent this email out today. I'm so honored to be part of this group going.

We are getting so close! In just over 72 hours we will ALL be in Atlanta ready to board the plane for Brazil. The other night when praying for Brazil after a 48 hour fast I had this incredible vision that I wanted to share with the group to encourage you that I see us going into Brazil with Power and Unity and God will use that to make great things happen.

I saw all of us walking together in a line holding hands. We were walking in unity and the power of our steps were so strong and powerful that an earthquake happened. What needed to come falling down came falling down and what needed to be lifted from the rubble was lifted! He is going to move big through our unified body in Brazil and I can hardly wait to see what will happen!

John 14:11-13
11Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. 12I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father.

Romans 15:5-6
5May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, 6so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.

AMEN!

I don't know when I'll be able to blog again about this trip, perhaps not until I return. But please keep your eyes open. We are expecting God to move in miraclous ways!